i walk a lonely road,


freak valentine's day.

everywhere i go, i see couples. fat couples, thin couples, beautiful couples, ugly couples, tall couples, short couples, old couples, young couples, bitchy couples, nice couples etc. etc. etc. heck, i even saw lesbian couples & faggot couples. all those couples to remind me how pathetic i am. SIXTEENTH VALENTINE'S DAY without a freaking date to show it off. GAH.

if only i didnt have band today. i will drag out the primary school boyfriendless gals & girlfriendless boys to spend the day with me. we might even catch hide and seek. we might even pretend we are oh-so-in-love with one another and that we're each other dates even though all of us will probably puke at the thought of it. but, its better than nothing, right? -snorts.

even those boyfriendless gals are pissing me off. like, hello? DOES YOUR FREAKING GRANDFATHER OWN THE DAMN PAVEMENT? if YES, then tell him to put some chairs + tables on the pavement, enclose it so that you can eat in comfort and we can walk without tripping over you. if NO, then well, what the freak are you doing on the pavement eating your freaking instant noodles?

and screw that freaker ng. the, "i am 'god'." guy. RIGHT. i shall have a nice time laughing when you end up in Hell next time. oh, look. 'god' is in Hell! HAHAHA. and FYI, all Christians will go to Heaven. john 3:16 says, "for God so loved the world, that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life." beat that, 'god.' HA.


the only one that i have ever known.