and if you will,


its ok,
its alright.
mj mj fight fight fight. (:

mj lost.
sad,
yeah.
but it's ok.
we may lose the battle.
but we will win the war.

anyway,
i think all the ogls are a bit screwed up there.
maybe that's why we are all ogls in the first place.
hmm.

sigh.
i miss orientation.
its the only time when all of us can let down our hair
and have fun
and be crazy (i.e. ourselves).

i miss my og.
castor 8.
the only og which gave their ogls something.
then again,
they are the only og who got somethings from their ogls.
ah, well.
nice ogls get nice og.
nice og get nice ogls.
hee.

i miss my fellow ogls.
my gosh.
we ogls are something special.
we are crazy.
and very wanted (by the councillors).
and very loved (by ms lai. she giving us a treat OKAY).

i love my cg.
who wouldn't?

but i miss s301.
sometimes.
okay,
more than sometimes.
justine, jazreel, geraldine, christina, ms poon & ms ng.
we shared something,
ya know?

and i miss you.
i wish i could just go straight up to you,
say hi,
talk,
crap,
or something.
but you're always with them.
and i dont really like them.
and they dont really like me.
so,
yeah.

tomorrow is friday.
then it will be saturday.
then sunday.
then monday.
then tuesday.
then wednesday.
then it will be thursday again.
and before we know it,
mid-years have come and gone.
promos have come and gone.
'a' levels have come and gone.
and then,
faster than you can say "i have graduated from MOE!"
you will be off to university.
then to work.
then to marraige.
then to kids.
then to retirement.
then to grandkids.
then to death.

yeah,
time flies indeed.
imagine,
in another about 60-70 years time,
we will be dead.
gone.

some of us will end up in heaven.
many will end up in hell.
truly sad.
sadly true.

do you ever think about death?
i used to.
not anymore.
dont ask me why.
not that you can ask me anyway,
since there's no tagboard.

shit,
i think i sound suicidal.
LOL.

dont ever commit suicide my dears.
you will regret it for eternity.


i will try to let it go.