please just don't play with me,


sigh.
i think jc life is killing my blogging flair.
gahh.

i wonder, do those chickens, ducks, fishes, crabs, frogs blah blah blah know that they are going to end up as food on someone else table? do they cry when they see their beloved one kena taken away to heavens know where? do they say, "BYE! see ya later, chicken!" in their own language or do they simply watch them go?

i also wonder, do the stray cats downstairs ever wish they had a nice home to live in? i mean, sure, they get to enjoy SIX meals (breakfast, something between breakfast and lunch, lunch, tea, dinner, supper) a day living as a stray. but, dont they feel jealous whenever they see some other cats happily living in a house full of love, warmth and joy? after all, we all need to be loved, don't we?

this girl went back to her old school today. and she got a kick out of seeing the two certificates that she (and five others) won for the school being proudly displayed, even though it's already faded. and she also got all excited seeing the model of the new school building. then again, she gets excited seeing any models of any new buildings. but she is also very puzzled.

like, why the heck do the security guards ask her to sign in, with her i/c no. and stuff like that but dont even bother to ask for her i/c to countercheck? heck, she could have signed in as "lee kuan yew, i/c no. S11111111A" and the guard probably wouldnt have sensed anything amiss. furthermore, her big big big ripcurl wasn't checked la. she could have hidden a bomb, go inside the general office and blow herself (and the rest of the office staff) up. and the headlines would probably end up something like, "LEE KUAN YEW BOMBED GEYLANG METHODIST SECONDARY SCHOOL. 5 PEOPLE KILLED."

changi airport has the same weird problem. send nice police officer up bus. but nice police officer don't check bags. if i am a smart terrorist, i would get my entire gang to board the same bus with bombs in our backpacks. and then, we will dispersed and blow ourselves up simultaneously, thereby effectively blowing up the entire changi airport as well. gah. waste of resources. boosieboosieboo.

IMPORTANT NOTE (especially to the ruling party): these are just my thoughts. i'm not trying to defame you or something. PLEASE DO NOT SUE. have pity. thanks.


my paper heart will bleed.