but, i'm no gentleman, i can be a prick,


i was watching the star awards prelude show when they showed joanne peh in tj. then jessecca (spelling?) liu. i was kind of jealous, like, why they went tj instead of mj that sort of thing. but, then, i thought, at least elvin ng is not there, so that's not too bad. and of course, the next face that appeared all smiling and gorgeous was elvin ng. it nearly made me want to smash the tv screen in protest.

anyway, papers are depressing and sad dreams make it worse. and i feel like my mood is swinging from one extreme to another. i could be really happy for one second and everything will come crashing down the next. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. :/

if hobbes is a human, i will marry him.


and i do regret more than i admit.