defiant to the end,


you know da chang jin, the part when chang jin carried lady han on her back and walked to jeju island? well, my family was watching that just now. we were all silent (it was supposed to be a sad and emotional scene after all. i think). then my mom suddenly broke the silence by asking, (translated from chinese) "HUH. they walk ah. AIYO. why they don't want to take bus? if walk must walk so long la."

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

i watched my first nc16 movie today, by the way. YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY. :D

i miss CHUAPEISHAN, RINNATAYBEILIN, YVONNENGYEEMUN AND MARTINSHINGWHATISYOURCHINESENAME. i miss them now more than ever. :(

nothing feels right nowadays. and i guess nothing will ever feel right again.

some people laughed at the people who commit suicide. they say its stupid. but i think, we ought to admire them for their courage, their bravery. IT TAKES SOMETHING TO HURL YOURSELF OFF THE DAMN BUILDING OKAY. but anyway, to people who are intending to commit suicide, i beg you once again, DONT DIE BY JUMPING OFF BUILDINGS. DIE BY DRINKING A CAN OF DETERGENT OR SOMETHING. spare a thought for me. :x

sigh.


we hear the call.