i may not be that perfect son,


look, when i SMILE at people, i expect to be smiled back at. but, i'm okay if you didnt do that. really. maybe a little pissed, but overall, i'm fine with it. but to 'DIAO' at me when i smile at you is something that i cant stand. like, hello? i AM your senior. and even though i dislike hate you, i still smile at you. cant you treat me with the same, i donno, respect? dont think you're that smart, that big, that perfect, pearlyn. 'cause you are NOT. and from today onwards, dont expect me to give you face anymore. from today onwards, i dont care if you're my friend's sister or anything. from today onwards, i'm going to make your life a living hell whenever I can. and i walk my talk. watch your back. i may be small, but i'm not one to be trifled with. THANK YOU.

and, please. STOP using devotion to beat around the bush to scold us. devotion is meant to be a time for God. Him and no one else. so stop using devotion to tell us to abide by your every single rule. and the thing about chapel. really. i'd have thought that God would want us to be full + happy while going down for chapel instead of hungry + sulky. to put it simply, you have NO RIGHT to cut off our recess just like that. what if we faint of hunger because we didnt have time to eat? are you going to take the responsibility? no? i thought so.

and mr. ng, stop harping on the fact that the flutes cost us the competition two years ago. even though i'm not a flutist, i really feel for them. that thing happen TWO freaking years ago and i'm pretty sure that they DIDNT want, DIDNT meant to make that mistake. but unfortunately, they did. but, so? which human doesnt make mistakes, you tell me? if we were to be condemmed for every mistake we did, life would be, i donno, suckier than it already is? so why dont you just let it go? and stop misusing the word 'effort.' putting in effort DOESNT mean that you'll get the result you one. an idiot could have put in all his effort and get 0 marks for an exam whereas a genius could have put in 0 perfect of his effort and still get full marks. you get the meaning now? should i use another analogy? say, YOU could have put in 0 percent of your effort and get the perfect pitch because you're an experienced player while some sec 1 could have put in all his effort and get the wrong pitch because, while, he's inexperienced, he cant play etc. etc. etc. GET IT? so dont go, "you didnt put in enough effort" everytime and then. because, really, the pepole who really knows whether we have give our best is God and ourselves. i used to love-hate thing with you. but now, i guessed its all replaced by hate. because, frankly speaking, you've gone too far. -pauses. way too far.


but y'all will be rockin' when i'm done.