17.3.05

unaware,


okay. maybe i didnt undo the things that needs to come undone.

what i did was just to tie up the loose ends that i wanted to tied then, which i didnt get the chance to.

yep.

perhaps, that was what it was.

it still feels good to bring someone down.

sorry, i know it sounds sadist.

but, its true.

isnt it better this way, anyway?

90 entries.

definitely a nicer number. =)


i've been unfair.

16.3.05

but things just get so crazy,


YES. i'm out of hiatus. temporarily, at least, to undo whatever that needs to be undone.

first, i want to address ms. 'lil princess wannabe a.k.a ms. anonymous. you know what? i'm fine with you not tagging when you have nothing to rant about. maybe a little pissed ('cause if you've nothing to rant about, then just tag, "totally agree."), but i'm okay. i'm pissed when you have someting you rant about but didnt tag. i'm super pissed when you have something to rant about, didnt tag but go around whining, "she scolded me in front of my face."

okay.

i dont know what your is definition of "scolded me in front of my face" is, but mine definitely do not involve a third party, as in, i scold in blog, you read blog, so it means that i scolded you in front of your face.

then again, when did i ever scold you in front of your blog?

lets get this clear, i dont scold people, not in my blog, at least. i rant against them, yes. i mock them, yes. i insult them, yes. i bitch about them, yes. i complain about them, yes. i scold them, a big fat NO.

and lest your forget, YOU rant about me in your blog too. dont ask me how i know, i just do. so, why, may i ask, is it that you're allowed to cry foul while i cant?

life is never fair. its just fairer than death, isnt it?

so, you go round whining and crying foul to your mr. dark prince so that he can turn into mr. prince hero, rushing to save his dasmel in distress. -claps.

out of all the things i'd thought you would do, i never expect you to stoop so low.

granted, you didnt specifically ask him to come and hurl insults at me. yep, you didnt. but you told him with the knowledge that he will do so. 'nuff said, huh?

i can honestly tell you that i've never felt so insulted in my life before till that fateful day. to have a total strangerS come up to you to hurl insults at you? that feeling, man, it sucked.

at least when i dont insult people face-to-face.

and to you, mr. changeabout. i dont know what your deal is. but, when you make up your mind, please, stick with it. dont go around saying one thing and then retracting it. it hurts people and it patheticise you. and a1 is a band, not a singer. please dont go around making the same mistake again. and my mouth has always been kept shut. TIGHTLY SHUT, if i may say so. i never complained to anyone (save for rinna, but, hey! she's from another school. ANOTHER SCHOOL. a whole new different planet from ours. you think she really care?) till they blew matters up. thats when i told yuan ling + joyce. a grand total of TWO. -snorts. trust me, i dont like to share my life with others that much. unlike someone else.

speaking of that someone else, look, if she wasnt your slave, you wouldnt, for a second, think that i was talking about her, would you?

ah, well.

now, look. i aint sorry for what i've said. i'm sorry, but i aint. why should i be? so what if i've hurt/angered/wahetver you or stuff like that? you were the one who chose to read the blog in the first place. to quote kah fai, 'getfcukinglostifyouainthappy:).' as simple as abc.

and to ph, adam khoo says real friends scold you. so, if you aint going to shake yourself out of your misery, I will. and well, it wont be a pretty sight when that happens. -snorts. dont give a damn about them. everybody loves you, just like everybody loves raymond. =)


living life gets hard to do.

2.3.05

what goes around comes around,


i didnt tie some loose ends which i ought to tie yesterday, so, -shrugs, here i'm again.

first, i would like to address mr./ms./mrs./mdm. anonymous over there. i know i've replied your tag. but, well, i just cant let you off with such a short statement. when a girl's gotta go, she's gotta go.

so, anyway, i'm not suffering from pms. simply because of the reason that i'm having my M now. HOHOHO. why cant people not tag? then why cant people JUST TAG either? and HELLO, mr./ms./mrs./mdm. anonymous, its MY blog. what makes YOU think YOU have the right to tell ME what i ought to do? but, lets not avoid the question. why cant people not tag? well, who says that they cant not tag? i DIDNT say that, mr./ms./mrs./mdm. anonymous. i merely said, "if you want to read, tag. if you dont want to tag, then dont read." see? they have A CHOICE. they CAN choose not to tag. just dont read my blog. and you call that bossing. okay.

but, i admit. i wasnt really THAT pissed off when people dont tag. i just cant stand it when people obviously have something against what i've said, or something i've said made people pissed off and they just refuse to tag in my blog and tell me what exactly are they pissed off about or when do they think that i've gone too far. yep, they dont. they prefer to suffer, whine, complain and cry foul in silence. no wonder the government is so pissed off with my generation. WHATEVER HAPPENED TO STANDING UP FOR YOUR OWN RIGHTS? this is SINGAPORE for goodness sake. no matter how un-democractic we are, we are still SINGAPORE, not NORTH KOREA. and the worse thing is? you're just up against ME, this little girl who's not even a) five foot five and b) some important person. i'm not HITLER, damnit.

and, another thing which i didnt mention yesterday. dont assume that i'm talking about you when i did NOT state your name. oh, heck. even if i did state your name, what makes you so sure that you're the, say, "tan ah kow" when there are probably another 5 million tan ah kows in the whole wide world? what can make you so sure, huh? WHAT? unless, -snorts, one is guilty of whatever i've said about him/her/it. "ping shi bu zhou kui xing shi, ban ye bu pa gui qiao men." my chinese can be salvaged after all. anyway, yeah. thats what i'm so sick of too. people assuming this. people assuming that. people making asses out of both you and me. COOL.

and, UH-UH. i think i know what you people are probably thinking when i announced this closure, its probably because of what had happened that day. let me assure then, that its NOT. yep.

so, anyway, i'm glad that the blog is able to end on a high. though i did not have any web counters, i can safely assure myself that readership has jumped by leaps and bounds over the past month, no thanks to well, -snorts.

yep. so i hoped i've tied up all the loose ends into dead knots.

and oh, thanks for standing up for us, feeling pissed with us, feeling indignant with us, helping us, cheering us up/on, intercepting on our behalf, et. all. you guys + gals know who you're. you people rock. =)


what goes up must come down.

1.3.05

you just...


i wanted to end the glorious life of this blog with a flourish.

i WANTED to.

but, i'm a good son who listens to my dadmy.

so, lets just bid this blog a quiet goodbye.

and no, this time is permanent.

i know,

blogging is cool,

blogging is addictive.

BUT it really pisses you off when,

1) people dont tag after they had read. and its not just any other people. my friends are guilty of the same thing. MY FRIENDS. you know who you are.

actually. thats just it. thats what made me had enough. people who dont tag. like, are you so damn lazy? i know chatterbox is unrealiable. it has the "temporary unavailable" thing every now and then. but, DAMNIT. it doesnt happen every freaking time you read, does it?

its okay if i didnt ask you people to tag. I ASKED.

so, fine.

dont tag, dont read.

NOBODY SHALL READ THEN.

feel apologetic?

TOO BAD.

sure, i will miss the praises. the attention. the power of words.

but, i'll cope.

diaries are still around anyway.

so,

GOODBYE THATJASMINE.BLOGSPOT.COM!!


bring me down.