31.10.04

cause she's still preocuppied,


watched soccer yesterday. i was actually playing the sims 2 (again, i know. XD) but then, when my brother told me that arsenal was actually losing, i just couldnt resist the temptation. >.<

changi airport yesterday with elizabeth after band as well. went to eat mcdonalds. XD and on the way back, guess who we saw?! ronald susilo!!!!










's lookalike. >.<

*almost all my friends are man u fans (for international football, almost all england. XD). edwin, ck, zhi cong, jovin, danny, kenny, gilbert blah blah blah. the only exceptions are suratman (chelsea.) and pin hua, diana and shawn (liverpooooooool!). -sigh. there's no arsenal fans for me + my man u friends to taunt at, which is kind of sad. 'cause it gets boring sparring with the same old people and the same old team. and i am like, so pathetic. only 3 people with common identities. so, please. anyone out there, if you're a arsenal fan or a liverpool fan or if you've friends who are arsenal/liverpool fans, please tell me. so that i know someone out there is with me in this lonley liverpool world. and that arsenal fans do exist.


with 1985.

29.10.04

you know,


christopher got voted off from singapore idol. not shocking. he's bound to get the boot sooner or later. so, -shrugs. olinda and daphne are still in, so i will be rooting for them. =) as for the other three, i have nothing against taufik, just something against sylvester and leandra.

caught the replay of the manchester united vs arsenal game today. and these is what i have to say:

A) ronaldo looks uglier as the day goes by, not that he is handsome to begin with. he is one ugly fella.

B) ryan giggs looks ugly with beard. come to think of it, everyone looks ugly with beard. take owen, for example. he looks so much better last time.

C) ashley cole's one line down the mouth looks weird. and very ugly. see what i meant when i said that no one looks good with beard?

D) i donno if man u deserved that penalty and i dont care. as long as they win arsenal, i am happy. after all, despite hating man u, i still hate arsenal more. dont ask why, i have no idea either. must have been influenced by my primary school gang.

E) the cameras should just stop zooming to players' face 'cause 99.9% of the time when they do that, i catch a player saying "f***." e.g ashley cole when he missed, ferdinand (in another match) when he was unhappy with the refree.

F) why did alex ferguson and gang sit so high up in the stands?

G) rudd van whatsoever's mouth is super big.

H) the arsenal players shook hands and chatted with the man u players leh. then why on earth did food end up on ferguson if they werent that bitter?

I) why some players where long sleeve jerseys and some short?

okay, i know. i'm supposed to keep my eye on the ball. but, my eye likes to wander larh. anyway, i only caught it from the 70++ minutes onward and they only showed a brief replay of that penalty. uh-huh. that's why i say i donno.

and that photograph about shaq? it was not playing tricks on me. shaq did slim down. 11kg to be exact. no wonder he looks not so big anymore. =(

so, red sox won the world series. big flashy deal. yankees will win it the next time. but the part about curses which i read in... somewhere, was interesting. i didnt know sports players were so superstitious. >.<>! when i reply one word answers to one's question. i mean, isn't it obvious that if i do that means that i am in no mood to talk? either to everyone or just you alone. -sigh.

and sometimes, i just wish that people will understand the old saying, "two's a company, three's a crowd."


you're making it hard for me.

28.10.04

it's my prerogative,


joanne wong actually shared with us a story today. uh-huh. a story about herself. did you know that she's actually tone-deaf? yeah, i thought so that you knew. it's not so much of a secret, isn't it?

other than that enlighting sob-story, there's nothing much going on in school. unless you're interested in the fact that i bought a bunny from the jumble sale and named it anna.

oh, yeah, the results. no comments. no revealing of marks. no anything. no nothing. if you're that nosey, then ask me lor.


you can't tell me what to do.

27.10.04

with the big fake smiles and stupid lies,


let me start off today's very lame + superficial entry with a joke:

good news - they've caught osama and he's getting the death penalty.

bad news - beckham is taking the penalty.

LOL.

okay, i will be more demure. instead of 'LOL', i will just 'lol.' XD

btw, i want to watch ladder 49. i know, it seems all so prim and proper (i.e teary), but it has been a long long time since i last watch a prim and proper movie. the last one was pearl habor, which besides making me fall very much in love with josh hartnett, also made me bawled my eyes out from the moment the african-american started shooting to the end of the credits. >.<

infernal affairs will star matt damon and leonardo dicaprio! shit the director! i was planning to catch brad pitt and tom cruise in action! matt damon, i have nothing against. but leonardo dicaprio? he is nothing but a sissy who managed to star in a couple of movies which appeals to my heart! -growls.

and owen scored for real madrid again. thrice in a row! so what if rooney scored against arsenal, huh? owen is still the best. XD true, he might no longer be the most handsome guy in england shirt anymore (the honour nows belong to frank lampard. >.<), but still, he is better looking than beckham and smarter to boot. (no pun intended XD) speaking of beckham yet again reminds me yet again of another joke:

my brother: "when i heard the news about soup being thrown at alex ferguson by one of the arsenal players, i immediately thought, 'gary neville must have done it in revenge for beckham (whom ferguson threw a boot at some time back) and thus, make use of the oppurtunity in the mayhem to throw the soup at ferguson.

neville and beckham are good friends btw. and my brother always hope that neville goes out and say that liverpool will lose whenever liverpool play against manchester united. 'cause everytime he does that, liverpool wins. XD

oh, and shaq looks not so cute now thanks to the muscles he newly accquired as show in a photography on the nba webbie. he seemed to be less big. his ears seemed to have grown bigger (either that or his head has grown smaller). so what if he's still as black? he is no longer my cute cute shaq!

okay, i am over-reacting. its just a trick that the photograph played on my eye.

moving to school, the maths quiz made me some new ... the a word (if any of you who's reading this blog and knows how to spell it, please, tag it and let me know). which basically means that i recongise their face but know nothing about their names and, well, vice-versa. which is good, i guess. XD

last thing, i am getting my results tomorrow. -scowls.

what? it's hard to think positively when you are sure that your results are going to suck.

and mine IS going to. =(


while deep inside you're bleeding.

25.10.04

i don't know about y'all but i know about us,


HA. arsenal unbeaten streak is finally ended, all thanks to none other than manchester united. perhaps i'm hoping that liverpool will be the one who end it, but, who cares? it is ended! i am happy. lol.

HA. i actually thought of being a good soul for once and just bury the hatchet. thus, i decided on sunday night that i wasn't going to show them the proof that i've spent half-an-hour doing it. unfortunately, upon reading this letter, things changed. now, i cant wait for wednesday to come to show them the proof!

origin of letter: found on jian xiong's desk, passed to me by shu heng, i just tore it open. who cares if it is addressed to the faith 3-1 debaters? i am part of faith 3-1, that's all it matters.

"hey!"

uh, do you really have to be so enthusiastic that it sounds so fake?

"it's been fun going through the finals with you guys."

yeah, that's probably because you guys won, that's why it was fun. if you guys had lost, who knows what you guys would have said?

"we just wanted to tell you guys that you rock."

ha-ha. does your memory sucks so much that you forgot what you told shu heng? you told shu heng that faith 3-1 debators suck. there's no need to go into the full details.

"sorry for picking on e third speaker."

if you're really that sorry, you would have apologise immediately after the debates. just like how i apologised to kenny during the quarter-finals.

"we feel so bad one you know. =( sobs. hahax."

okay, do i have to make any comments? it is obvious that 1) they dont feel so bad 2) they dont feel so =( and 3) they dont feel so sobby.

"anyway, our fourth speaker, angela beins, would be transferring to another school next year."

awwww, how sad. oh, damn. i should just be honest with myself. HOOOOOORAY!

"her last day of school will be today, which is mon as she is going overseas on wed morn."

hello? we arent idiots. we know that today is monday.

"maybe you would like to add her in msn just to keep in contact."

-smirks. do we look as if want to? what is she to us, may i ask? did any friendship forge between us? (okay, okay, they and the debators officially. but, ignore it lah. easier to type this way.)

"her e-mail add is tatum_beins@hotmail.com"

tiffany said that she will probably go flood her inbox. me? i will flood her with spam. thought of viruses, but, let's not be mean. assholes do not own virus scans, dont make their computers more assy than it is.

"p.s to e first speaker, thanks for da little aeroplate/boat thingys. very sweet of ya."

-rolls eyes. do you know why on earth did she make them in the first place? if you do, you probably wont think it is very sweet of her.

"-faith 2-1 debators =P!"

-pukes. act cute.

the cheek of them, isn't it? it is like rubbing it in that we lost. sorry if you dont feel that way, you obviously cant read between the lines (i.e my comments). or, perhaps, as shu ting terms it, "they like want to jio jonathan like that." LOL.

but, HA. the one who laughs last laughs best.

during the maths quiz, they didnt visit my stall. but, they did visit kah fai, shu heng & michelle tan's stalls. and these were what they did.

kah fai: gave them a tougher puzzle to solve.
their response: make a lot of noise. -shakes head. leopards never change it spots, dont they?

shu heng: gave them the toughest puzzle.
their response: see what they did to kah fai.

michelle tan: did not give them any clues.
their response: see what they did to shu heng.

do you see a pattern? LOL. yeah, we purposely make it difficult for you, so what? the maths quiz is already over. too bad that you are too dumb to see right through us in the beginning.

oh, and they asked michelle whether they can dont do this or not. michelle's reply? sure. you just dont get the stamp lor. -smirks.

too bad they didnt come to my stall. one person asked me, "why you let us win?" my reply? "if i don't let you all win, later you all stuck here for 1 hour, how?" yeah. and that is what will happen to them if they come to my stall. which they didnt. damn.

but, that's not the last laugh that we had. one came when wee shi walked past them and said to si lin, "you know what? faith 2-1 sucks." -smirks.

but, again, that's not the last laugh that we had. the last one came during the humanities quiz. honestly, we can add one more thing that they suck at. being fake. they suck at faking so much that they could not carry it through for one school day. and mind you, that's one school day. not one day.

proof? well, hwei ting told me that they shouted, "damn you!", "Goddamn you!" etc. whenever we answered a question. it was so bad that mr. lee even commented to hwei ting, "stand here and wait patiently. you are civillised. they are babaric."

honestly, they should thank their lucky stars that i did not sit in front of them. 'cause if it happened to be me instead of hwei ting, i would have turned around and said right in their faces, "f*** you."

not that i really want to have sex with them, but, that's beside the point. in case you didnt know, f*** actually means sex. yeah. some food for thought, huh?

but, back to it, whatever they did (standing up waaay before teacher told us do), they still lost. not just to us, but to faith 3-2, who beat them to third place.

oh, before i forgot, they suck at listening too. when mr. tay said that only those who have not answer before stand up, angela still went ahead and stand up, even though she had answer before. gee. simple english also cannot, how can? but, unfortunately for her, sec 3s understands simple english very well and immediately after she stand up, someone shouted, "she answered before." lol. too bad for ya kid. we sec3s rock the school, you've no place in it.

they say that revenge is sweet. it is, in the form of m&ms. XD

okay, enough of faith 2-1 (or rather, just the three assholes, angela, elizabeth and nikki. or rather, nikihla? who cares?). let's talk about walls instead. no, not the walls as in the walls, but the walls as in the ice-cream. uh-huh.

me and esther got cheated by walls! they offered a cupon which entitled you to 2 wild wild wet & escape tickets and a 2d1n stay at costa sands for just $49 bucks! but, unfortuantely, both of us do not have any money to buy the ice-cream, lest book it. and thus, we embarked on a emergency call trip. to cut out the unnecessary details, in the end, han lin lent us 100 while jonathan something (the ex-vice-head prefect) is going to help us book. all is good.

so after we bought the ice cream, i immediately took out the cupon and looked at the terms and conditions (which was printed at the back!). and -sigh, no -fumes, it was only valid till 4th nov, and school is still on then. -fumes somemore.

again, to cut a long story short, we still went to costa sands and along the way, asked people to lend us a 100 bucks so that we can book the chalet using normal rates. but no help came. =(

first, i must state that my brain is tired now after the tirade against faith 2-1. the remaining parts, or rather, the parts starting from the "me and esther..." will be brief. and very boring.

how brief? like this:

ntuc union members - $70. non-members: $140. decided not to book anymore. not worth it. besides, cannot find any union members. all people's mums and dads. who are working. ice-cream tasted like shit, btw. so, we left. felt bad. very bad. 'cause make jonathan came down all the way for nothing. his bike broke somemore. what. even meanies like me have feelings of badness kay. siew hong booked for us. took bus 17 home. talk and talk. end-of-story.

-yawns. shit, and it's only 9! i am getting old.


and uh, it's the only way we know how to rock.

23.10.04

some people want it all,


MY PROOF!! take that. lol. kay, i know, it is in pratically perfect english. lol. i even capitalise letters and ran spellcheck! XD okay, just read."Perhaps I should introduce myself. I am that girl who asked you the question 'You said that the American school system benefits the individual but most Americans cannot read nor do Maths when they grow up. So how does that benefit the individual when one can't read or do Maths when they grow up?' during the debate finals on Friday. You retorted back by saying (if I'm not wrong), 'Show me the proof.' Well, here I am to do just that.

Okay, I know, the debate is over. But, I don't like the fact that you practically accused me in front of my face for making false statements. I don’t make statements or ask questions unless I am sure.

But, that's beside the point. My point, or motive, here is to give you the proof. And here it is:

From: http://capmag.com/article.asp?ID=3631

'Year after year, children pass through it from kindergarten to twelfth grade, too frequently emerging into the world functionally illiterate'

Do I need to further elaborate on that with statistics? Okay.

'A 2002 National Assessment of Educational Progress report noted that reading achievement of twelfth grade student had declined over the previous five years, with 33 percent of senior boys and 20 percent of senior girls reading below the basic level.'

'More than 42 million adult Americans are thought to be functionally illiterate.'

Now, I have no idea what on earth 12th grade is, despite reading American high school stories (e.g. SVH) for years. But, if I would to make a wild guess, I would guess that the 12th grade is equivalent to the JC2 in Singapore.

And, granted, 42 million is probably a small fraction of the Americans (I have no idea what is America's population). But, if you can infer from the last paragraph shown before that, it's going to grow.

But, this is the irony. The American school system is actually thought to benefit the state more than the individual. So, honestly, why on earth did you use the American school system to emphasize your point?

'And with their little heads crammed full of leftist and environmental nonsense of no value to anyone but the puppet masters who have crafted programs designed to make them docile, easily manipulated little 'citizens of the world.''

I am pretty sure that the 'puppet masters' here refers to the people who craft the education system, right?

Anyway, we've just finished the 'reading proof.' Now, here’s the 'Maths proof.'

From: http://capmag.com/article.asp?ID=3284

'Professional mathematicians are alarmed over declining U.S. math scores and point out that students in European and Asian countries -- where they still teach basic math content -- tend to score significantly higher than Americans on standardized tests. One recent test in mathematics literacy showed American high school seniors ranking 18th out of 21 nations.'

'The frightening inability of today's students to do simple math…'

Need I say anymore?

Don't get me wrong, I ain't doing this because I'm feeling sore that my class lost to yours. I am doing this because, as I've said, I cannot take it lying down that you practically accused me in front of my face for making false statements. And again, I don’t make statements or ask questions unless I am sure.

Uh-huh. So, this is it. My proof. Now, when are you going to show me yours (I did retort back by saying, 'You tell me to show you the proof that Americans cannot read nor do Maths when they grow up. Then you show me the proof that Americans can read or do Maths when they grow up lah!')?

I'll be waiting for your proof which you can e-mail over at obmub@yahoo.com.sg. I am serious. XD"see, i even give them my junk mail e-mail. how nice can i get? lol. btw, do you know the origin of obmub? you don't? well, i still want to tell you. lol.

remember the neopets fever a few years ago? well, i was part of it. tired of thinking of nicknames that have been untouched, i asked my brother for a suggestion. he promptly suggested, "dumbo, spelled backwards." and so i did just that.

however, i dont know why, but instead of typing 'obmud', i typed in 'obmub' instead. and since i thought it was cute, i stuck with it. uh-huh. so dont come asking me, "what on earth is obmub?" kay? (one guy did in the past.) XD

oh, and i cut my hair. -grins. addedum: all the funny funny looking letters? they all supposed to be ' or ". dont know why they turned out like that. stupid blogger. =x


but i don't want nothing at all.

22.10.04

and i don't want you to feel sorry for me,


lol. maia got voted off from singapore idol! maia got voted off. -sniggers. good riddance to bad rubbish, though i have to admit that she can really sing. and her son is very cute. but it isnt good enough to make up for her expliotation of he single mama status. >.<


had the debate today.

we lost.

not that the other team deserves to win. in fact, in terms of sportsmanship etc. WE deserve to win.

honestly, i dont know why perfectly lovely names like elizabeth, nikki and angela are given to such assholes. hey, i am not being mean here. i still gave them asses. and no, i aint being a sore loser. i just cant take the fact that we lost to such unworthy opponent. if it is say, faith 3-3 or any other class, i will gladly concede defeat. no, wait, i will even concede defeat to faith 2-1, who are the winners, if they havent behave so assly.

debating does not require the need to bang the table or saying "case close." this isnt a court. in fact, i doubt you can even say that in a court, except, perhaps, the court in 'the practice.' and, this is the gmss debate. not the america elections debate. you dont have to attempt to mimick ronald reagan when you said something back to jonathan (which i cant remember). if you like america so much, i dont understand why then, you dont know for a fact that most americans when they grew up, they cannot read/do maths as well as we do. and i've got proof (or i will have, didnt go google it yet marh, will do it later) which i will show it to you on monday. i know the debate is closed, but i cannot take it lying down that you are accusing me of making false accusations. i dont say things unless i am sure.

oh, and the praying. if you prayed before the debate, asking God to give you a calm mind, a clear speech, giving your entire team to Him etc, i totally approved of it. but after the whole thing ended? there could be only one thing on your mind then: winning. and you are praying to Him to let you people win. how low could you get? even when i wanted my favourite team (or even my team) to win and they are on the verge on losing, i dont go, "dear God, please let them/us win." no way. i dont know when did it seep in to my mind but it's just there. you dont pray God to let you/other peeps win. its just so not right.

in fact, i doubt that any religion encourages people to pray just to win. it is total crap.

esther beh totally rock in her last statement though. seriously, i think the whole sec 3 cohort wanted to rush up to her and gave her a gigantic hug for her last statement. although all is fair and square in a competition, you guys ought to give us some respect too. after all, we are your seniors. and you are basically treating us like dirt, not as you termed it "worthy opponents," which btw, is a total rip-off from our starting line.

and you are always in the, as cassandra termed it, "the grey area." dont deny it, you are. and you suck at answering questions, even more than us. when daphne asked you that question, you are stunned. again, dont deny it, it was obvious. thus, the only reply you could come up with was a lame reply that lead you back to "the grey area." honestly, if you were that good, you could do better.

daphne's question was: "dont you think it would be very selfish of the individual if formal education just serves the need of the individual?"

a simple and good retort? "well, gee, then wouldnt be very selfish of the state as well if formal education just serves the need of the state?" -snorts. if you're reading this, which i doubt you are, i wonder if you would still think that you are super good (not saying that i am).

admit, you guys think you were. from the way angela answered (i think) hwei ting's question, the banging, screeeeeeching etc. you guys think that you were good. its obvious. 'cause if you're modest, you would answer in a neutral tone, stammering and hestitating here and there and not screeeeeeeeching.

to digress, i still think i can screeeech better. XD

the only person out of the entire debate thing that i have no clams (right word?) with is joyce. no, not for the fact that she's my junior. but for the fact that she did not appear as cocky as you people. she stammer, she hestitates. she apologises. she did many things that you guys didnt. and she did not do many things that you guys did. if i would to choose a best debater, i would choose joyce instead of elizabeth. which seriously pisses me off as much as angela and nikki does. three of them just makes me roll my eyes. -rubs eyes. poor old eyes.

anyhow, we sec 3s still rock. perhaps together with the sec 4s. but never together with the sec 2s. btw, to those sec 2s who saw me at ikea on tue, get a life. dont have to stare at me nor the guy beside me. we are not what you think we are.

honestly, though he looks like 17, my brother is already 25 and has a girlfriend. besides, isnt there a law or something that siblings cant fall in love with each other? (the autumn korean show excluded).

come on, dont deny it. you guys thought that he is my boyfriend. if not, why are you staring at me and him, huh? you guys cant be checking him out right? i'm a very down-to-earth person. my brother aint one handsome dude. at least, not your type. unless you like the mr. lee kind. well, if you are checking him out, here's a newsflash, he wont fall for you. because of the fact that he's got a gf and you guys are too young for him and because he doesnt fall for bimbos.

what, it is not an insult okay. bimbos = beauty without brains. i termed you guys as beauties (though it makes me puke), thats enough kindness from me shown for today.

to esther, pin hua, marilyn, jonathan, charlene, (i think i am speaking for all, if not, the majority of the sec 3s here) you guys are the winning team in my heart.


you never gave us a chance to be.

21.10.04

we were meant to live for so much more,


people play sims. i also play sims. but why, oh why, can they make beautiful houses, sims, etc. but i can't? -sigh. some people just have all the luck. talent. =(

in case you're wondering, uh-huh. i DID spend my two days hols' playing the sims 2 and ruining everyone's life...

i even made one sim die. what, its not my fault okay. that idiot is supposed to move out le. but she keep remaining in the person's house, but i cant control her! so she died of starvation. and i didnt let don 'plead for loved one' with the grim reaper. i thought when i return to her own house, everything will return to normal what. how i know she become ghost, huh?

and strangetown is... well, strange. lol. i saw plenty of ghosts! and my sims got abducted by alien! and a GUY got PREGNANT okay. dont "huh" me. ask the maxis people.

speaking of pregnant, i made uhh. 2 people pregnant! one gave birth to a girl and the other a boy. very cute leh. they got vomit one. and their energy/hunger level will go down very fast one. and... they even got maternity leave.

am i babbling? i am? really? who cares? i'll babble on.

veronaville very nice to play too. juliette very pretty! i lurve her skirt. lol. but kind of confusing cause everybody is either a monty or a capp. there is only one family that is non-monty/capp. uh-huh.

but, i didnt just play the sims 2 lah.

i played sim city 4 too. XD and pipes. and jezzball. and chip? all those old old games. XD

oh, and yankees got knocked out, thanks to the 'greatest comeback in sports history.' i hate red sox. never gonna wear red socks anymore. not that i have any, thank goodness.

no band tomorrow. -grins


have we lost ourselves?

19.10.04

because all along,


let me buck (is that the right word?) the trend.

EXAMS ARE OVER.

Over.

oVer.

ovEr.

oveR.

lol. pity those faith 3.3ers, 3.4ers & 3.5ers who still have exams tomorrow. awwww. too bad. =x -smriks. mean, i know. but, -shurgs.

oh, and yankees lost their last two games against the red sox. darn.

and speaking of losing,

i lost my the sims. orginal the sims.

=(


we've been going in the same direction.

17.10.04

you know exactly what's on my mind,


fulham vs liverpool: 2-4. and liverpool was trailing by 2-0 when half-time came. HA. who says only manchester united is capable of a comeback? lol. too bad arsenal still managed to stay unbeatened. darn. aston villa was 1-0 up when robert pires scored a penalty. from there of course, they went on to score 2 more goals to win 3-1. sickening.

btw, if you have the sunday times, go read pg 30 of the main page, sweat section. if you dont, here's an excerpt:

famous beckham quotes:

"my parents have been there for me, ever since i was 7." - uh, so his parents werent there for him before that? awww, how terrible. -smirks.

"alex ferguson is the best manager i've had this level. well, he's the only manager i've actually had at this level." - ...

"i have a God-given talent, i got it from my dad." so you're saying that your dad is God? LOL.

the article:

"the england captain thought what he did was smart. actually, it was but he was stupid to tell it to the media. already carrying a yellow card, he knew that another against wales would get him suspended in the next match which he was not fit to play in anyway.

a suspension meant that both the yellow cards would no longer be counted against him."

there's more fun ones. go read. go. XD


i am kind of addicted to major league baseball now. even though i am still kind of confused 'bout the game. but it's fun. uh-huh. who do i support then? uh, yankees. XD 'cause i only watched the games between red sox and yankees. and well, i prefer new york to boston larh. lol. stupid, i know.

and nba is coming back. XD too bad shaq will no longer be in lakers. =( i like shaq. he's the cutest, adorable-est, biggest, fattest, blackest (no racisim intended) among all the sports players i adore. the only person that comes close to his characteristics is...

emile heskey. XD

what, both shaq and heskey are cute okay. but shaq is still cuter. big big head, small small ears, fat fat body, skinny skinny legs. i'm practially drooling now. lol.

moving away from sports, band is starting on friday. and accordingly, if i dont turn up, i will be called. -snorts. like i care. like my parents care. if i dont wanna turn up, i will NOT turn up, no matter what kind of threats you pull. i'm sick of it. no, i'm immune to it. once bitten, twice shy. i will not trust you assholes again. wait, you guys dont even have an ass. -snorts.

if anyone is reading this, please read carefully. did i mention any name? NO, unless you count "asshole" as your name. so dont assume who i'm talking about is you (even though it might be true). dont make a ass out of you and me, even though you're already one. oops, sorry, i forgot again. you dont even have an ass. -smirks.

band sucks. officially. let me give a golden, no platinum word of advice for people out there who wants to join band: DONT. go join drama. or choir. or anything. except band. trust me. i am one trustable kid. >.<


its just the way that i see.

16.10.04

what can i do?


new template.

taggyboard is down.

as in up-down, that down.

please scroll. XD


when you're still the same old brand new you.

15.10.04

if i could find you now,


geography
? done. e-maths paper II? done. physics? done. biology? done. XD

one week of torture is finally gone. XD the rest will be a breeze now.


i hope. >.<

addedum:

just visited the singapore idol webbie. and it made me felt more sorry than i was already am for jerry. i mean, come, cant those guys just give him a break?

okay, granted, he cant sing (though i really have no comments about that). but, hey, can you guys carry a decent tune yourself? and even if you can, are you sure you can sing better than him?

okay, granted, again, he is not good-looking. but, again, hey, are you guys that good looking yourself?

what's wrong with thanking God for getting into the top 12 etc? i once heard destiny's child thanking God when they receieved an award. i dont see you bashing them for being oh-so-Godly, unlike what you did to jerry.

you guys said that he only stayed in because he's got his whole family and friends smsing like crazy. gee, what makes you think that the other contestants' family and friends didnt do that? -rolls eyes.

call me tone-deaf if you like (even though i forgot how he sound like). but honestly, the more bashing he gets, the more i want him to stay on and win. so that people will not gloat over the fact that he got voted off. seriously. it just awakes something in me.

like the fact that i ought to stand up for my Brother-in-Christ.

after all, we are all children of God.

addedum #2:

singapore must be rejoicing now. jerry is "finally" voted off. sad, but i can't help by being amused by the way he keep smiling. and, uh, was he that bad? i thought he was average, 'ya know? in the middle kind of thing? i've heard lousier singers than him before. e.g william hung.

olinda, daphne, christopher, maia, sylvester, leandra and taufik are left now. who i want to stay? the first three. 'nuff said.

and gee, i forgot to collect 1 unleashed cd from rinna! we installed and i forgot to take it out. -slaps forehead. wonder why on earth do i forget such things when i can remember things like: "diffusion is the net movement of molecules/ions down a concentration gradient." utterly puzzling.


things would get better.

12.10.04

'cause something's gotta go wrong,


its strange. its' exams period. and i still have time to come online everyday? either i'm crazy or i'm just plain lazy.

social studies was a torture. i hate sitting for it. the pain inflicted on your fingers, its unbearable. =(

e-maths. no comments. XD

geography is on tomorrow. -sigh. geog sucks. how i wish i am in faith 3-2. =(

btw, sharifah had this "i'm being wrongly accused" talk with us after school. but, i am too lazy to blog about that. shall do that another day.


'cause i'm feeling way too damn good.

11.10.04

it's just the way that i see,


chinese
was a bummer.

question 3 of paper 1 talks about the yellow-ribbon thingy. i thought it was talking about pornography. HA! thank goodness i didnt attempt that question.

but, i am proud of myself. 'cause i used plenty of four-letter words! three, to be exact. fine, it wasn't plenty, but still, it IS an big improvement.

alas, paper two was plain shit. >.<>lightbulb between mark and cheryl. jeez. they quite compatible leh. cheryl keeps sniffing and mark keeps coughing. okay, i am one big meanie, i know.

and i really dont know whether to laugh or to cry when i see his face. that white face. eewwkk. and i thought guys like to be tanned? then again, he is not a guy larh. =x

social studies + e-maths paper I is up next. hoping for the best. =)

and i am jealous of the sec 4 n(a) and n(t). i've heard that they got 3 months of holidays! 3 months! that's a friggin' 12 weeks! shit. i should've been born in 1988 and go n(a) then take 'o' levels next year. THREE months!!

btw, i went present-shopping on friday after english. and i ate pizza hut again. lol. oh, and met another asshole-worthy gm guy, or rather, met some other asshole-worthy gm guys on the mrt again. is it just me or are guys that childish to the extend that they like to mimick whatever girls are saying? -smirks. any ol' how, i got the better of them this time round. -smirks. didnt know a simple 'bastard' could do so much. and i am sure that they arent bastards. i am sure they have parents. just like i'm sure i aint a bitch coz i am human. anna's dog is though. couldnt stop teasing her about it. xp hey, come to think of it lassie & ah-fat are bitches too. XD

read today's striats times and they were talking about the buildings in beijing. to be honest, those buildings look like shit. what are those people thinking? but, oh, well, if they are freakin' ugly, so be it. beijing deserves it. =x

this is just in: i've just heard from my brother that there is some Christian-bashing going on (100+ pages worth, if i am not wrong) at live journal just because in singapore idol, jerry stayed on and david got voted off. i am practically laughing my ass off right now. -smirks. like david will be pleased that you guys are so indignant about him getting voted off instead of jerry that you actually bash Christians? didnt it, like, occur to you that david is a Christian too? and so, techically speaking, you are also bashing him? LOL.

go on, continue bashing. in the end, jerry is the one going Heaven, not ya guys. -smirks. go jerry, i'll be rooting for you. for the simple fact that you actually thanked God when you got into the finals. as i've said, call me a religion-ist if you want to. i am sticking to my stand.

and if he gets voted off, -shrugs. God has a purpose for everything He does.

addedum: if jerry cant sing, neither can christopher. so if you wanna bash jerry for his singing skills, why not bash christopher as well? -smirks. but, dont ask me on my opinion about how they sound. i have no idea, even though i've heard jerry sing before. but, uh... i forgot how he sound like. lol. i only remember jeassea (coz she's good!), olinda (she sang michael buble's sway!), beverly (i heard that she was good, so i listened carefully) and taufik (he sang that girl!). XD


you came looking at me.

9.10.04

got my eyes on you,


HA. i actually passed that dammned english compo! with an a2 to boot. can you believe? gee. it didnt even reach the word limit! it was less than 350 words!! i am one lucky kid. XD

end-year was awful.

i am sitting towards the front. but i can pardon that. what i cant stand is the fact that:MARK is sitting next to me.pity me. poor ol' me.

english
was awful. -pouts. at least its over.

chinese is next.-crosses fingers XD


won't you bring that back to me.

2.10.04

i'm trying to forget that,


the sims 2
rocks. totally. darn. i am so in love with it right now. its an addiction! and an addiction is not good at this point in time. because my exams are less than a week away. 6 days to be exact. -sigh. for the millionth time, i hate han wudi.

caught the results show of singapore idol last night. my jaw dropped when it was announced that jeassea was voted off. jeassea! i thought it was going to be jerry, even though i didnt want him to get voted off either (say what you want, but i like him. call me religion-ist, but whatever). but, jeassea? why? she's got the looks, charm, talent, everything. -scratches head.

singaporeans are probably tone-deaf.

so we're now left with jerry, david, daphne, leandra, taufik, christopher, olinda, sylvester and maia. who do i really want to get voted off next? leandra. i cant stand her. -rolls eyes. >.<


i'm addicted to you.

1.10.04

i feel like you're gone,


exams
are a week away. and i can't help wondering how badly will i do this time round.

english: i am praying that i wouldnt suffer another mental block and cant think of anything to crap for paper 1. other than that, i doubt i will do very badly barh. i think. >.<

chinese: LOL. i am hoping for at least an a2. but, let me be realistic: it is NOT possible. my paper two is like shit, my paper one is even worse.

e-maths: okaay. if i dont make any carless mistakes (which is highly impossible), i might get an a. might.

a-maths: it really depends on my recent test's results. if i get a f9, perhaps i will get an a1. then again, maybe not.

bio: uhh. if i did as well as i did for the mid-years, i will be very, very, very happy.

chemistry: my chem's results are on the rise. i hope it isnt the case of "the higher you climb, the harder you fall."

physics: i will be happy if i passed. no, i am not lousy in physics. it's the teacher teaching me that is lousy.

geography + social studies: -sigh. hoping for time. and b.

overall: my target is 11 for L1R5. whether i meet the target or not depends on my ability to crap. XD

on to brighter stuff, i started playing the sims 2. damn. it is nice. Nice. nIce. niCe. nicE. NICE. <= that goes to show you how limited my vocab is. >.<


and everyday's the worst day ever.