i'm closer to where i started,


this shall be my last post in a long long long long time. there are two reasons for this. the first is that i really really really need whatever little time i have now to study. i know i sound like a bloody mugger but if i don't bloody mug now, you would probably find my bloodied body at the bottom of my block come next march... actually, i made a promise never to commit suicide via jumping down a building, but you get my idea. the other is that i seemed to have lost my blogging abilities (and my writing abilities as well, judging by my recent grades in essays) and words don't come to my brains and fingers and what not as easily as it used to be in the past. so even if i want to blog, i don't really know what to say.

i don't like it when people smile like that. and i don't like to have dreams like that. honestly, if dreams are really wishes our hearts make when we are asleep, i wish to disown my heart. i'm not making any sense, am i?

ANYWAY, everything is going to be over soon, so let us all hang on for dear life and hug each other when it is finally over.


i'm chasing after you.

i tried to change but i changed my mind,


in case you have been living under a rock, you would have known by now that JOSE MOURINHO HAS LEFT CHELSEA BY 'MUTUAL CONSENT.' GOOD RIDDANCE TO BAD RUBBISH, I SAY. HA! now, if only roman abramovich will do the same - it will be the best thing that has happened to the world over the last decade.

anyway, i saw this really sweet dress at daniel yam's and i think i'm going to buy it for prom and my brother's wedding. i know everybody say daniel yam's stuff is really common and that there's a big chance that someone else will turn up in same dress, BUT I AM TOO LAZY TO GO AND LOOK AROUND ALRIGHT. and besides, if everybody decides to skip daniel yam because they think everybody will go there, nobody will buy from daniel yam and i shall be the only one wearing daniel yam, haha!

and it is such a pity marc jacobs is gay. he is very good-looking.

oh, does anybody out there own the sopranos' dvd or something? i think i would really like to watch it because it is about the mobsters! and you know i have been in love with mobsters ever since john abruzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzi.

TAG REPLIES:
michelle: ok! can we watch the rat one?
zhihan: exactly!


think i'll have another glass of mexican wine.

i don't want my love to go to waste,


i think chris crocker is nuts. if you don't know who chris crocker is, i suggest you go search youtube. try very hard not to cringe though. oh, and it's a he, though he really looks otherwise. that said, i think britney's new song is pretty catchy and for some strange reason, i really really like the first line.

ANYWAY, did you know england kena trashed by south africa 36-0 in rugby? SO EMBARRASSING CAN. thank heavens i didn't stay up to watch the match, i would probably have killed myself. speaking of killing, i really felt like killing novak djokovic while i was watching part of his match against roger federer early monday morning. SEVEN set points, can you believe it? thank heavens i only had to witness two of them. i still adore djokovic though, he's like the dorkiest tennis player in the planet.

prelims inflicts really terrible pain on your fingers. i think after the whole thing, i shall treat my fingers to some pampering by not doing any writing (ie no homework).

TAG REPLY:
michelle: SO GOOD!! you know i just realised that so far, i only watched ONE movie this year. so pathetic, right?! :(


i want you and your beautiful soul.

now that it's all said and done,


i was wondering why did fernando torres look so different at last week's derby county match when i realised that he curled his hair. !!! well, normally i really really hate guy with curly hair because most of the time they really look ugly with it (see justin timberlake, kobe bryant etc.) but it's fernando torres and fernando torres looks good in everything. haha!

i really love library @ orchard. why do they have to close it down, WHY??!!

oh, and i think tim and kellie from hi5 grew fatter, which is a pity because he was handsome and she was quite pretty. i am not saying that they look ugly now, but they were much better-looking in the past. and i really miss kathleen. that new girl just don't feel right. i just found out from wikipedia that her leave is permanent, which is really really really really sad. :/

and there is this really weird person who wore leopard prints to her match during the us open. she's american and she plays in the double. i really don't know what on earth is she thinking when she wore the outfit.

TAG REPLY:
rinna: awwww, i miss you too. and we sound really les. haha.


oh well, i think i should like, start hitting my notes now. like, literally. bye.


i can't believe you were the one.

hate is a strong word,


i am actually quite disappointed with gossip girl's ending. as much as i love serena and dislike blair, its really really really hard to picture serena really in love with nate and nate in love with both the girls. and i really really think they should end the series instead of continuing on with the triplets, because, well, there can only be one serena, blair, nate, dan, vanessa blah blah blah.

ok, i think i sound as though they are real people.

ANYWAY, i stayed up last night (well, this morning technically) to watch djokovic & stephanek (spelling?) match and let's just say it's totally worth it. i adore djokovic, even though his hair is a bit too thick for my liking and he does weird things like smelling his shoes after the match.

ok, i need to pee. BYE.


but i really, really, really don't like you.