i think maybe i won't call my son kyle anymore. that way, my son & jun yu's son won't end up having the same bloody name and that way, i can name him patch, which conjures the image of an adorable little mommy's sweetheart that all the girls want to be with. haha! or maybe i will just give him two names and let everybody think we're catholic, ang moh, bo liao, or something.

i'm experiencing a gamut of emotions right now and though there and a million and one things i feel like blogging about, i just can't seem to bring myself to do it. gah. i wish somebody (preferably fernando torres) would whisk me away to a place far far away from here.