we came together, but you left alone,


when i went back to mj today, i feel that nothing has changed, and yet, everything has changed. sounds deeply ridiculous. but, since when do i not sound deeply ridiculous?

anyway, i think i'm suffering what people termed as the "pre-birthday-blues." so, BE CAREFUL when you're around me. you never know when i'll explode and spill lava all over you.

by the way, if you're thinking of getting me a present, a simple lovely birthday card will do, really. but if you really want to waste your money, get me a stuffed toy. its probably the only thing that i will really really like. alternatively, you can get me an first-class air ticket to uk.


and i know how it feels to walk out on your own.