these things i found are special now,


the sea games is starting, and i can't help but feel a little bit excited about it. there's no jeremy wariner or michael phelps but at least i can watch singaporeans kick our neighbours' asses in things like swimming. and i think baihakki (?) is easily the best looking player in the singapore's football team. i kind of forgot all about him (with fernando torres and... uh, that's all) but the with the football team's recent exploits, i suddenly recalled, that ah yes, i was quite disappointed when i found out he was malay. hahahahahha.

the navy sent me some very stupid board game. what a waste of money. speaking of money, i am going to splurge on simmies once i get my $$ back. HOHOHO.

family outing yesterday was hilarious as usual. yayness.


the knot is in my reach.

next time i see you, i'm giving you a high five,


i always think drowning is the worst possible way to die.

something quite upsetting happened today, though i must admit it could be quite amusing from another point of view. oh, well... sigh.

i wonder why people bother queuing at the lv store where there is a perfectly nice chanel store next to it. and an even nicer celine store further down. and a super duper nice stella mccartney store upstairs. i could never understand the appeal of lv. in my opinion, those monogram bags are really ugly and people should just exchange them for some of the nice dior bags that kate moss was flauting in those ads a few months back. but then again, unlike me, they are rich and they can buy whatever they desire. even if it looks downright ugly. haha.

when i first heard of sean kingston, i thought he was some bloody rapper like 50 cent but his songs turned out to be quite sweet after all. and i think sir paul mccartney is a very nice guy.

i am still debating if i should watch gossip girl. i detest the fact that they have relegated erik van der woodsen to be serena's younger brother. and the fact that he attempted suicide. like, hahaha.


'cause hugs are overrated, just fyi.

i'll do whatever it takes to turn this around,


i need to lose weight.

anyway, i just realised the 4400 is remarkably similar to heroes. its' a pity though, that the guy i don't really like ends up to be the good guy and the guy i adore (kyle, there's something about the name, i tell you) ends up being the leader of the organisation that i dislike, even though it turns out that it was a good organisation in the end.

yesterday's dinner was alright, i guess. i didn't eat half of the dishes (prawns, cold dish, dessert, rice, duck) but i was just living for the shark's fin, so it was okay. my mom said something classic though (translated from chinese) - "wah, they very clever now hor? serve in individual plates so won't waste." thank heavens that someone kindly pointed out to her that it was only because she is sitting at the vip table (being the groom's mom and all) that she gets such privileges.

and an angmoh auntie airkissed me when we said our goodbyes. hahahahahahahahahhahahaha. that, i must say, was the highlight of the day even though i was very shocked by the suddenness of it. hahahahahahahhahahahaha.

i really need to lose weight. :/


i know what's at stake, i know that i've let you down.

oh, babe, i know, it's a light and somewhere for us to find,


my brother's wedding's camera man is very good-looking! hahaha.

and yes, in case you're wondering (which you shouldn't be since i haven't exactly been keeping my mouth shut about his nuptials), my brother got married today. one offers congratulations to the groom and condolences to the bride. hahahahahaha. nah, i'm just kidding. somehow, i think i'm going to miss having that idiot around. imagine, no one to practice my squabbling skills with, and the horrors, the horrors, no one to fix that bloody computer when it crashes.

weddings are all pretty much the same, so i shan't bore you with the boring details. it was a nice wedding (my cousin's baby boy look sooooooooooo handsome as a ring boy - that guy is going to have girls swooning all over him when he grows up, i tell you), the bridal car was so pretty, the food was great and it was nice watching my brother and his brothers doing stupid thing. and HA, the stupid lame shit about the sin square theta that syafiq (i think) came up with a few months ago actually proved to be quite useful.

but it is tiring being the groom's kid sister. i want to go sleep now. byeeeeeeee.

p.s and hahahahahahahahha, MUNCHY DONUTS HAS OPENED IN BEDOK. goodbye donut factory and long queues and plans to go tanjong katong.


tonight, chase this light with me.

watch it burn, let it die,


all of the wasted time,
the hours that were left behind
the answers that we'll never find,
they don't mean a thing tonight.

the big a's are well and truly over. and for the rest of the days till the results fly back from nice dear beloved cambridge, we shall have no more sorrows, no more worries, no more handaches. unless you suffer from pms, like me, of course (though that won't include handache). yayness.

i want to sleep.

hasta las vista, baby.


cause we're finally free tonight.

would you catch me if i have to fall,


i am pmsing. so, a thousand apologies in advance if i am not exactly smiley and friendly over the next few days.

anyway, i don't know how to use facebook although i have an account there. so pardon me if i am supposed to do something when you do something to me and i didn't. i will try and learn how to use it when my pms is over. yay.


would you even find the time for that at all?

well, you may be the trigger,


i'm @_*%(@_%*()%*()#*%()*#(*)(*$_)!*# irritated by something. i keep pushing it to the back of my mind, but it keeps forcing its' way through the other things in my mind to irritate me again.

bloody hucking fell.


i will hold the smoking gun.

i'm miss bad media karma,

i think karma is coming to bite me in the ass for laughing at all those combined science and art people two years ago. THAT IS WHY I STILL HAVE A WEEK MORE TO GO WHILE MAJORITY OF MY FRIENDS ARE GOING TO PARTY TILL THE SUN COME DOWN WHEN TOMORROW ENDS.

britney's new single is super catchy. the horrors, horrors, but i am actually considering getting her album. the previews i've heard over itunes were impressive, especially considering the fact that in my personal opinion, she has gone bonkers.

i adore friends. tears always come to my eyes when i watched the series finale. speaking of which, I AM SUPPORTING THE WRITERS' GUILD OF AMERICA STRIKE. because i really support them and because, thinking about it, it gives me time to catch up on shows that everybody has been talking about.


another day, another drama.

if i never see your face again,


you know, i normally wish the couples i know a happy ending. may they love each other forever and have tons and tons of healthy, bouncing babies, that sort of thing. BUT I REALLY REALLY WISH BRAD PITT AND ANGELINA JOLIE WOULD JUST BREAK UP ALREADY.


i don't mind.

even if it takes forever,


i think kyle patrick has such nice long skinny legs for a guy. and i feel for the poor plmgs girls. if the click five had been scheduled to come to my school but my ass of a principal decides against it, i would probably curse her entire family from top to bottom. ha. no, i'm just kidding. but kyle patrick really has nice long skinny legs and the poor plgms girls were robbed of a chance of seeing those legs in real life. oh, and i think kyle is such a nice name.


i'll get my shit together.

but, i'm no gentleman, i can be a prick,


i was watching the star awards prelude show when they showed joanne peh in tj. then jessecca (spelling?) liu. i was kind of jealous, like, why they went tj instead of mj that sort of thing. but, then, i thought, at least elvin ng is not there, so that's not too bad. and of course, the next face that appeared all smiling and gorgeous was elvin ng. it nearly made me want to smash the tv screen in protest.

anyway, papers are depressing and sad dreams make it worse. and i feel like my mood is swinging from one extreme to another. i could be really happy for one second and everything will come crashing down the next. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. :/

if hobbes is a human, i will marry him.


and i do regret more than i admit.